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When dork meets art

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I’ve become a huge fan of the Geekologie blog since I’ve moved to Washington (mostly because of Calvin). The blog recently posted up a rad collection of photos from a guy named Steve Schofield centered around dressed up sci-fi nerds in their normal-life landscapes. I never thought I would think costumed dorks and art could go well together, but I found these both funny and impressive all at once. Rad concept, IMO (especially the Storm Trooper on the phone and the Klingon with his little baby, lol). Now if only I can get someone to take a picture of me in my Link costume…

Also, just as a side note, you get to see a rad picture of He-Man. Talk about sexy:

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September 4th, 2008 at 8:40 pm

Religion, the gospel, and some long quotes

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My dad recently sent me a book called The Reason For God by a man named Timothy Keller and I’ve been trying to read a little bit of the thing each night before bed. As far as I can tell (I’ve been skipping around a bit), Keller takes common arguments used by people to dismiss the existence of the Judeo-Christian or “traditional” God and then explains the irrational logic assumptions behind each claim. He must transition into a more positive approach somewhere along the way, though, because I skipped ahead to a chapter entitled “Religion and the Gospel” and he was saying some pretty interesting things. The chapter ends thusly:

Grace is only a threat to the illusion that we are free, autonomous selves, living life as we choose. The gospel makes it possible to have such a radically different life. Christians, however, often fail to make use of the resources of the gospel to live the lives they are capable of in Christ. It is critical for anyone reading this book to recognize this fundamental difference between the gospel and religion. Christianity’s basic message differs at root with the assumptions of traditional religion. The founders of every other major religion essentially came as teachers, not saviors. They came to say: “Do this and you will find the divine.” But Jesus came essentially as a savior rather than a teacher (though he was that as well). Jesus says: “I am the divine come to you, to do what you could not do for yourselves.” The Christian message is that we are saved not by our record, but by Christ’s record. So Christianity is not [either] religion or irreligion. It is something else althogether.

This one paragraph was all I actually read from the chapter, but in these few sentences, Mr. Keller raised several issues that have long since been on my heart. Firstly, the line about grace breaking down our own illusions of self-autonomy caught my eye because I was so recently discussing that sort of thing with Amos. He’s been on a “Tower of Babel” kick lately and it’s come up almost every time we’ve hung out since I moved to Washington, lol. But either way, I essentially agree with both Amos and Tim. The main, underlying barrier to Christianity shared by most people is that it seems to be so dang intrusive on autonomy. God actually dares to ask us to submit ourselves to him willingly! Especially in the US, where we’re so obsessed with ideas like equality and civil rights, this is a hard pill to swallow. Really, though, the reason I was so captured by this one paragraph was the deft way in which Keller describes one of the basic, fundamental aspects of Christianity. Namely, that Christ came not in order to establish some religion; some secret set of steps and rules set towards gaining an ever-elusive divine favor. Nor did he come to abolish religious practice - Christianity has rules and regulations, morals and ethical truth-claims. Rather, Christ came to establish the one truly different way that humans are to interact with both each other and God.  Where most religions focus on the religious actions of their practitioners, Christ says “believe and I will save - trust and I will do the impossible for you.”  Indeed, this is the very essence of Christianity, but the radical, almost paradoxical nature of the whole situation is something that is often overlooked because at first blush it seems so much of a subtle difference…

Either way, another thing Amos and I were talking about this weekend is the world’s obsession with mindless marketing and consumerism. It pervades everything these days. Politics are no exception. All too often we are pitched this message that X or Y candidate will “finally shake things up in Washington!” or will “once and for all put to rest the divisive politics of Capitol Hill!” In the end, though, what may have seemed like a genuine promise of change turns out to be just another piece of the same old pile of crap. This comes in the wake of the Democratic National Convention. I make no bones about my negative feelings for both the candidates, but if there’s one message that has been hammered into my head in recent months it is that we shouldn’t even be putting our trust in politicians anyways.

My point is that there are things that seem to be original. They appear to be something new, when in fact are just a pseudo-unique twist on something fundamentally the same. This is why I think Christianity is so compelling. It truly is, at its fundamental rational level, something unique. Christ preaches a message so wholly different from any other major world religion and the effects his message have had on culture are immeasurable. I have forgotten that fact often lately, and it’s been hard to keep proper perspective what with me being so busy and the political season being so horrible and all. But this book has done much to refocus my mind. I very much look forward to reading it the whole way through. Also of note, the next chapter begins with the following quote by Malcolm Muggeridge:

I would catch a glimpse of the cross — and suddenly my heart would stand still. In an instinctive, intuitive way I understood that something more important, more tumultuous, more passionate, was at issue than our good causes, however noble they might be… I should have worn it.. It should have been my uniform, my language, my life. I shall have no excuse; I can’t say I didn’t know. I knew from the beginning and turned away.

Two proverbial smacks in the face, philosophically in one night. I wish I were better at actually taking things to heart and then executing them and integrating ideas into the every-day of my life. For now, though, I’ll sleep on things.

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September 1st, 2008 at 9:52 am

A Knight’s Prayer

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Almighty God, Eternal Father, Lord of Lords, have mercy upon me, a humble knight in Thy Divine Service. Oh Lord, I pray for Thy indulgence and blessings. Forget not Thine servant in his trials, nor his Order of Knighthood. I pray, that Thy Will be done in all things, both great and small.

Let me always be worthy of Thee, let me not forget Thee in good times nor bad. Armor me with the armor of Thy Righteousness, give me the sword of Truth that I shall confound Thine enemies and be unto Thee a true knight.

O Lord, in my hour of need, be with me. Let me never forget my sacred and holy vows unto Thee, that I should not be prey unto demons and devils nor the dark things of this world.

Let me always be a beacon unto those in distress, never allow me to forget my obligation unto the homeless nor the poor: let me serve Thee and Thine Eternal Throne all the days of my life. Let me always remember the obligations that I have taken upon me. Lord, if it is Thine Will, let me serve Thee forever!

If ever, oh Lord, I turn from Thee and this Order, let my name forever be cursed, may my spurs be broken and my body given unto demons to dwell with them forever in that Lake of Fire which Thou hast: prepared for the ungodly.

Power beyond Power, Pillar of Strength, Refuge of the Homeless, let me serve Thee for all the days of my life! Amen.

The above words were part of an oral history of the Crusades compiled in 1200 A.D. and were spoken by a Knight Hospitaller moments before a battle against enemy forces.

Given nothing? Or given everything?

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The Intelligent Design vs Atheistic Evolution debate has been on my mind more and more often, recently. Particularly, I am reminded of a specific atheist’s question: “what has Intelligent Design ever gotten us?” I answer that question with a quote from Alfred North Whitehead:

I do not think…that I have even yet brought out the greatest contribution of medievalism to the formation of the scientific movement. I mean the inexpugnable belief that every detailed occurrence can be correlated with its antecedents in a perfectly definite manner, exemplifying general principles. Without this belief the incredible labors of scientists would be without hope…. My explanation is that the faith in the possibility of science, generated antecedently to the development of modern scientific theory, is an unconscious derivation from medieval theology.

In other words, meaningful scientific dialog is dead without the theological assumptions held by early scientists. Indeed, as I have briefly mentioned in an earlier post, it seems to me that everything about modern science has been built upon the back of the assumptions of Intelligent Designers. This line of thought in turn gave rise to the realization that this debate is simply a matter of philosophy. The hecklers spouting off that there is no science behind the notion of Intelligent Design are biased spin-doctors, trying to silence an opposition they fear (or hate, ether way it makes no difference). For there is just as much ’scientific’ proof behind the notion that there is no God and that that evolution (understood as a process of random change “directed” by nature’s survive-or-perish judgments) is the sole cause of human development as there is behind the idea that God exists, is the prime mover and first cause of all creation and that the universe is ordered, rational and inherently meaningful.

So again I ask the question: exactly what HAS an atheistic, Darwainistic, evolutionary worldview ever gotten science truly? What value has the idea that all is bound by randomness ever garnered an endeavor that strives to find the correlations between all things in the universe (namely the sciences)? As I study the arguments of atheists, I find in them a disturbing level of unreflectiveness. Rarely do they seem to ponder the underlying worldview assumptions that make up their ’scientific’ mindsets. Of course, it seems to me that this philosophical oversight is willful for two reasons: first being that any sort of examination of modern science’s past reveals wave after wave of men developing theories based off the assumption that the universe has some sort of creative power behind it. Secondly, as we discover more and more about the world around us, the less random processes are able to account for what is being observed and it seems to be that it would hinder an atheist’s claims against design to consider such things.

Irregardless, I will end, again, with a word from Mr. Whitehead:

In the study of ideas, it is necessary to remember that insistence on hard-headed clarity [comes from] sentimental feeling, as it were a mist, cloaking the perplexities of fact. Insistence on clarity at all costs is based on sheer superstition as to the mode in which human intelligence functions. Our reasonings grasp at straws for premises and float on gossamers for deduction.

The more I examine this ’scientific’ duel between ID and Evolution, the less it seems scientific at all. And the sooner we might admit that this is all a game of philosophy and metaphysics, the better off we will be.

Saddam Hussein in Narnia?!

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Prince Caspian is out. Yay! I was really psyched for the movie because A) I loved the book B) I loved Caspian’s character design and C) I loved the Lion, Witch and the Wardrobe. After seeing the midnight showing of the movie on Thursday/Friday, though, I found myself a little let down. I suppose it’s hard to re-create a masterpiece. It seems to happen less often than not. Matrix, anyone? But it has been proven to be achievable a la Lord of the Rings, Bourne identity, etc. Certainly, it shouldn’t be too terribly hard to create a masterpiece with Prince Caspian if they’d simply follow CS Lewis’ genius book, right?

Apparently, this wasn’t what director Andrew Adamson had in mind. Caspian was more of an “inspired-by” than it was an adaption of the book, and while it’s true that the book itself is inferior to Lion, Witch and the Wardrobe, it would nonetheless make a flippin sweet movie would they just adhere to the book.

Thusly, Prince Caspian the film threatens to degenerate into the depend-too-heavily-on-flashy-graphics, pseudo-epic battle type of movie that are all too common these days (Beowulf comes to mind). The worst part, though, is that CS Lewis’ charming influence is almost wholly removed from the film. The lines are somewhat simplistic and the characters are almost never expanded upon - most grievously in the case of Prince Caspian himself. By the end of the film, you know almost nothing about him except that he’s hot, is a prince, and has cool armor. The most telling line Caspian has in the entire movie is to declare “I am Prince Caspian!” At least we now know for sure… On a positive note though, Reepicheep mercifully retains most the awesomeness he exudes in the books. Even still, he seems far too intent upon stabbing people in the face while lamenting the fact that they notice he’s a mouse (they seriously bring it up about four times in the movie).

Lastly, the movie fails to bring up plot points that the book uses to connect itself to the rest of the Narnia series. Aslan barely makes mention of how the Telmarines came to Narnia, but we’re given a glimpse of how our world relates to theirs - Saddam Hussein is one of the main antagonists and I must say, his fashion sense is much improved. Apparently, there’s a door to Narnia somewhere in Iraq.

Either way, the movie seemed a bit like they rushed to get to the battle scene at the end. More time should have been spent having Caspian unite the Narians, less on how Peter is now very surly for whatever reason. Having said that, I’m thinking I should go see the movie a few more times. Maybe it’ll be better to see it earlier in the day. I wanted to like the character of Prince Caspian so bad - he was always my favorite in the books - but my initial reactions were a little disappointing.

The End, The End! (The End?)

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So in less than an hour, I will be attending the last class of my entire college career (hopefully). With just a bit of irony, the class happens to be my Astronomy lab.

People keep asking me if I’m happy to be done with school. I don’t know how to answer that question. I figured that by this point, I’d be ecstatic. I’m not, though. I’m neutral. I guess innately I have this notion that the school is going to call me the day before my graduation and tell me that I still have something to take care of and that I won’t be able to finish. I would probably go a little crazy if something like that were to happen. Perhaps I’m being a tad paranoid, but given my previous interactions with this university, I think I’m just being careful.

Either way, by this time next week, I should have a diploma in my hands. Officially then, I will be unable to avoid paying full price for software and computers. Also, I won’t be able to use “but I’m a student!” as a viable excuse not to have a job or career or aspirations. Now begins the much-lauded “real” part of life that my college professors have been going on about for the last few years.

In honor of this upcoming “realness,” I have decided to put off thinking about school for the time-being. As far as I’m concerned, tonight is simply me going to school like normal. Next week, I can let the reality set in that never again must I enter a classroom in order to satisfy some sort of cultural expectation. And yes, I do have my fingers crossed.

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May 14th, 2008 at 1:37 am

I Imagine Someday…

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There are about four different places I have written extensively in the last few years. Four websites, I mean. I imagine some day, once I’m long dead, some kid is going to want to do a history paper on me but there will be no journal, no diary that he can tap into to learn my inner-most thoughts. No, instead he’ll have to scour the internet for all of those scattered blogs, web journals and art sites in order to piece together how I viewed life as an angsty teenager-slash-twenty-something.

The lack of written words is something I think future generations will lament about ours. Someday, all of our hard drives will be rusted to crap and the thousands and millions and billions of words that are stored digitally will be gone forever. I suppose paper has a tendency to decay even more than magnetic disks, but there’s just something about leaving behind a leather-bound manuscript of my life that Microsoft Word or Myspace just can’t compete with.

I guess it’s slightly ironic that I am using a blog to grieve the shift in paradigm from paper to digital. I suppose if I weren’t such a blatant hypocrite, I would be writing these words down in a journal somewhere. But the honest truth is that this is just plain easier. I can type almost three times faster than I can write by hand and this way I am able to avoid those annoying wrist cramps. The convenience of word processing is undeniable, and yet I can’t help but think that the world is worse off for the lack of actual substance.

At any rate, there is no mind-breaking take-away. I was just up a little late thinking about how interesting it would be to go forward in time and watch as someone tried to do a research paper on my life. I’m sure they’ll just re-write whatever it’ll say on my Wikipedia, just like every other paper-writing student does today.

Oh the marvels of immediate digital publishing.

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April 23rd, 2008 at 8:46 am